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This is my life. 17-20 pills a day & a weekly injection to just be able to get out bed. To have 1 good day. Then be bed ridden with pain the next week. I have no clue how I’m supposed to function as an adult. I hate living with chronic pain/illness from my rheumatoid arthritis, lupus, osteoporosis & connective tissue disorder. All because my body decided to attack itself. How lame!?! #lupus #chronicillness
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I started a skin routine before bed / after shower & same for morning. When my life becomes chaos; something as simple as a skin routine grounds me. Plus, I’m almost 40. Probably needed a skin routine a few years ago. A win win!! #thisis30something #lifeisweird
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First time out & about in a while. I wouldn’t trade my life with him for anything. #sylgrmc #redhead #witchy #witchcraft #alter #ollady
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This is a day of pain. I’ve hurt so bad I couldn’t get out of bed. I’ve got my comfort things: my doggies and my favorite blanket & pillow. I hope tomorrow is better. This is my life with a chronic illness, this is my life with lupus. I would give any to be normal again. #lupus #chronicpain #chronicillness
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Bones or no bones day!? #chronicillness #lupus #nobonesday #thisis30something #winter2022
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Had insomnia for hours. Thanks lupus. Or maybe sensory overload. I would say the latter. One day I can fall a sleep in a middle of a sentence next I can’t sleep for 36 hours. I’ve taken my normal bedtime medication plus 5x 10mg melatonins & 2 of my muscles relaxer that’s supposed to help with pain & sleep. This is life. Unscripted. It just gets old being this way. #lupus #lupussucks #lupusflare
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I wish the red in my face was from a filter but at last it’s from lupus. It’s from being “sick” for weeks on end. Not feeling like leaving the house or giving up weeks of my life for 1 good day. Not answering messages or phone calls because you know those people don’t understand what “sick” truly means. And when you try to explain to them they think you are just wanting attention or exaggerating about basically being bedridden with pain. This is my life with lupus. Unfiltered. Uncensored. Just me. #lupusflare #lupus #chronicillness #chronicpain
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filmgifs:

Alice in Wonderland (1933)
dir. Norman Z. McLeod, Hugh Harman, & Rudolf Ising

Got my first hair since 2019. Much needed had like 6-7 inches cut off. Feel like a new person. Now to get some color on it. One step at a time. (at Hadley, Kentucky)
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Happy Independence Day! #friends #smilingthroughthetears #2021 #4thofjuly (at Hadley, Kentucky)
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My hair has never held a curl. Ever. But it seems like it’s trying to curl now. lol what a time to be a live. #tattoosleeve #tattoobeauty #30something (at Hadley, Kentucky)
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